At first I was really into it, was really enjoying it and even found it funny that EVERY SINGLE PROFESSOR (who are actually retired professionals of the area) knows my father (who used to be a pilot) since they used to work with him, but then it became a HUGE burden; every time a new professor came in and he checked the list of students I would BEG that he didn't know my father, because this meant several things: they all would treat me more casually and not as the same as the other students, they would ALWAYS ask me to send their best regards to my father WITH WHOM I DON'T HAVE ANY CONTACT OR WHATSOEVER and didn't give a shit I was doing that course, I had a huge amount of pressure because since I am the daughter of Mac Intyre (yeah, that's my last name) they expected me to be as great as he was (not saying this because he is my father, but he was THE BEST) and I'm not even CLOSE of being as smart, capable, etc, etc as he is (I'm not kidding, I had professors coming up to me and telling me they expected great things about me); to all that, add huge family issues that I live through every single day, what happened? It started to get really difficult for me to study or pay attention in class (yeah, I'm too sensitive so problems affect me in such a way that I end up being useless).
This for one part, on the other, as the course progressed and we kept on seeing new things I started to question myself "Am I going to be able to do this?" (I swear if I read a comment saying that being a stewardess only means to serve people on a plane I will BITE YOUR HEAD OFF) and as we kept on seeing more subjects and such the answer in my head was NO... still I kept on going until I just couldn't do it anymore because my family issues kept me awake every single night and I wouldn't rest, I had to get up too early for my taste, travel like an hour and a half to downtown, and then walk more than 20 blocks per day... do this every day without resting and trust me, you'll want to kill somebody...
I could keep on going with more things that added to my decision, but I don't want to keep on ranting, this is all very fresh since it was today that I called and officially said "I'm out".
So, to the big disappointment of my "dear" mother, brother (and I'm sure some more) I'm again useless and don't know which way to go
So... um, yeah that's basically it.
Surely you'll see more of me now that I'm with some free time on my hands
Let's end up this fucking journal with some happy news! U2'S FIRST SHOW IN ARGENTINA IS TOMORROW!!! AND IT'S THE ONE I'M GOING TO SEE!! I'm gonna go make the line REALLY early tomorrow in the morning since I want to be right in the front as I was in the last concert!
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I have a Facebook fan page! Go to check it out if you have an account, you'll see pictures that aren't here and videos too 8D
[link] Search for Magalink (NOT Maga Link) and you'll find it!
I also have a YouTube channel!
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There are just a couple of videos for now and stupid ones XD but if you have a channel as well I can see your videos as well if we become friends!









Expectations are hard, especially when you can't or don't feel like you're living up to them.
Seriously?
Oh! I am just glad you have something to be happy about! U2 makes awesome music and I hope you will enjoy the concert and the upcomming "free" time you've got now!